Smiles

"I have died a thousand life's for your smile.
And you have lived forever with mine"

- The Demigod

Heartbbeats

Wouldn't it be great if loneliness left me alone, there is no heartbeat for it to silence anymore !

So this is life !

Some things just became so weird, here I am having such a nice day, and then pufff, down you go, happiness has become a frail thing. These last two years kind of destroyed me, “kind of” is an euphemism, they actually destroyed me. It has become increasingly hard to keep an upbeat conversation or make  that fake smile you put on so people wont ask  anything.

Depression knocks on my door again, and I am tired of being there to open the door.

Wolf King

There is someone inside the wolf, and it is me, as much as the wolf is inside of me as well.
Today as I took a bath, this familiar feeling came to me, it is him inside, watching my own body, asking how can this be, how can he be inside of this prison made of flesh.
It is hard to recognise this body as being mine, maybe it is time to set him free again, maybe it is time to free myself again.
I feel warmth again, inside, in the soul. I can see now how things move, I can feel it in the air.
I am inside the wolf

- The tale of Harald the wolf king

New stuff

Guess I'm back at writing, not my best, but a start !

"People sometimes can be very sad beings, wanting respect and equality but only to them, not from them towards another, saying one thing and doing another...people, oh you people, sad sad things. The more you think you are human, the lesser you are" - The Stone Throne, a tale of Demigods and Sorceresses

Desabafo matinal !

Bom dia ataques de pânico matinais, obrigado por me fazerem lembrar que tenho um coração que sente, não senti grande falta vossa admito mas sei que agora já vai tarde e tão depressa não me vão largar.

Sinceramente a vida é demasiado complicada para a minha pessoa, já vem de longe o pensamento que que não faço cá muito.

Ill be back soon

I'm writing again, soon Ill update the blog !