Craving for completion !

I should be feeling happier now, but I don't, it still rules inside myself this feeling of loneliness, of not being complete, and I do not know why !

Well, maybe I do, and so what? I feel tired, of trying and trying and failing!

What is this inside me that craves for something I will never have and makes me fall again and again ?

Mask !

I took off my mask
And screamed at the wind
The time is here for me
I just got too old
Underneath the mask
Its all so empty
And the sun burns my naked face
I just got too old
Sometimes I'm so lost
Sometimes I'm so numb
I just got too dead !

Balance !

" And at nightfall I set my most beautiful bird free, it is the bird of discord, and every time it sings, mankind will quarrel amongst itself ! What is to be more beautiful than that, my little human friend ? - The Demigod questioned his human friend King Olaf !

Do you call that beautiful? Are you mad? -  King Olaf answered, with his eyes wide opened, a sweating hand and a heartbeat as loud as 1000 war-drums .

You  might see it as madness -the Demigod replied- I prefer to see it as balance, for how would mankind enjoy peace if not by first having a quarrel ? Remember this my friend, mankind has long lost the sense of balance, if there were no darkness, you would be blind with all the light. "  Magnus Soulburners memories on the Demigod's Path !

Letter III

" What is a Demigod if not a being that knows when to sit on his throne of stone, up in the mountains, and see decadence take place amongst the mortals who have set their own path, a path to doom and failure! And those who are to outlive such fate, will climb to his throne and beg for his words, and in return they will have a silent stare." Letter's of the Soulburner

Letter II

"I have summoned myself upon myself, and I have seen humanity as it is, an endless masquerade ball of lies and deceit covered with masks of friendship and sympathy, yet sometimes, just sometimes, someone is strong enough not to wear one, and they will either perish or join the few castaways remaining in this world !" - Letters of Truth and Dare

Memories II

"And at far I glance clarity, what is this ? A light in my realm of darkness, is it lost? What brings it here? I shall keep it at distance under my watchful sight , for a light entering this realm will either perish or set this realm on fire ! " - Memories Of the Demigod

Memories I !

"And as the body's fall, and taint this earth red with blood, I look upon the moon, mesmerized I walk, pushed forwards by the freezing winds. I stumble on something, a hand grabs my feet, its the dying one´s, they do not want to go, and at far the wolf's are howling, oh they howl, and they cry and they mourn, and they rage and the bite and they kill and they pull me towards to join them, and I look at the moon and the moon is red with blood and the world is burnt, and I live, me, the wolfs and the dragon that has burnt the world, we live to carry on...! "