Lost !

If you do not have a heart, here, take mine, it’s broken as hel , maybe you can mend it, if you do , keep it, hearts give too much pain for those who live by it !
I never knew it could be possible for someone to be like this, I never knew I could end up like this, why me?
Why did I risk and gave it all?
I should know better than to be vulnerable to the hexes of the heart, blinded, hopeful, anxious for people to be as one, when they themselves are split in two and lost in the void of life.
So to I have become lost but upon myself. a demigod, bound to his word, to its deeds, in a world that as long forgotten what this is.
An I keep reminding myself of my brother, and all that he teached me, he was the strong one, I still wished I was the one going, I so lost around here, and there are no fights to have a decent death anymore !

Tales of lost souls

"You shine so bright little sun, as bright as one can see
 blinded people are to what hides under the skin
Blinded you too are upon yourself
the abyss is great and fearless
fear one should embrace to search one self inside it
the abyss is great and fearless
one goes in broken in pieces
one comes out united
to die and reborn
until you reach your purpose "  - Eyes cannot Lie to Shadows , Tales of Lost Souls

Days

Bad feelings in the morning, waking up, shivering with cold sweats and throwing up , feeling like someone is crushing your chest, and in your mind you just want to listen to someone’s voice to feel better and no one picking up. What a great way to start the day !