Demons !

" At the turn of the moon, Olaf the king, asked the Demigod, what is it that he eats, for he has never seen him eat food, his answer stroke both fear and hope in the heart of the king !

- Mortal friend, I feed on demons, so give me yours so I can feast tonight, and you can rejoice knowing that my hunger makes you a better man and this world a more hopeful on !

- Why hopeful ? - The king asked.

- Because only fearless people can change the course of this world !

- But shouldn't I deal with my own demons?

- Little man- the Demigod said while rising from his throne and reaching for the king's head - let me tell you a secret, never deny help, for demons can be harder than you expect, I should know because I have my own, and the battle inside never gets easier, then again, - He said while laughing- I am not a mortal man ! " - Demons, food of the Immortal soul !

I'll never know !

And here we go again, why are people afraid of being happy ? Why do they run?

Then again I do have the tendency to get drunk as fuck, so its a fuck it kind of situation I guess.
But here is the thing, running only delays the problems to the one that runs away, and to the other person, the void will kill him, its as simple as that, and words, again words, said and not followed, why?

I guess I will never know, too many whys to even understand , guess ill try to delay the booze as much as I can, but the need to get numb just crawls up me, and this little voice in my head just says "go for it, it will help", even though I know it won't !

Onwards in life !

A vida tem uma coisa certa e essa é a morte, ela por ai anda a seu tempo e a todos nos leva.

Numa semana em que esta senhora me leva gente do meu sangue por duas vezes a vida lá se encarregou de me dar algo em troca. É bom saber que posso sempre contar com os amigos seja para o que for, mas acima de tudo para animar que é isso que se precisa enquanto cá se está .

Outra coisa se precisa também e tal coisa tem tendência a aparecer nos momentos menos esperados, mas fico feliz que assim seja, aquece-me o coração e a alma saber que nem tudo está perdido neste mundo e sente-se isso em cada palavra dita, em cada olhar trocado, nos braços que se prendem á minha volta, na mão que me agarra a minha quase como que á procura de resguardo desta vida e acima de tudo no coração que se sente a bater contra o meu como se não houvesse amanhã !

E assim é, rodeado de sons estranhos que duas almas se encontram !

Rain, News and Demigods !

The rain, it hypnotizes me, countless minutes pass by and the only thing I can do is to stare at her falling down.
But the thing I miss most is to see it fall in the sea, there is this beach where I went as a kid and where I go at least once a year, and it just makes my mind go places, the simple act of sitting there and watching the rain fall in that place, and I never understood why, I reckon I never will.
How strange is this world where we cannot understand these things and yet they seem to overpower our own will, then again, maybe this is our own will and we just don't know it.

And now the news, The Demigod Chronicles writings are ongoing and it seems that Ill be able to make more sense of these loose words and compress them in one continuous readable project, or at least enough for 1 or 2 small stories for the time being, the only thing I need is someone to draw it , a harder task than I anticipated, but good things come when we least expect !

In a week or so I'll be getting new ink on my body, and there will be photos then, but there will be a part of the Hávamal in it and is one of two tattoos with these old words, I am quite anxious, mainly because every tattoo I have made has meaning and this one will have one of the strongest meanings in my life !
I have also started doing some leather work again, and it will be sold this time, so get your wallets ready, everything is handmade and unique.

I would like to thank my friends, mainly for their support on these not so good times for me, and for the new people for making me see that there are some good people out there including some that actually understand all that I write, and maybe, just maybe, the world might survive !

P.S. I'll be making some stone work too,  looking forward for its appreciation !


"-This strange fog has surrounded us sir, what are we to do ?
-Raise the bridge, close the gates and stay strong for doom is upon us.
- Should we not call him sir? Will he not come to our aid?
-Go to the walls, and look around, he is already here, he is the fog, and help has he sees it, most of the times come in dark manners!" The Fall of Vargstad

Our Blood !

Going back to my roots means to read,to remember and to act in order to regain my centre.

A Man often finds himself within himself, it is in our blood !


"Once he has won wealth enough,
A man should not crave for more:
What he saves for friends, foes may take;
Hopes are often liars. With presents friends should please each other,
With a shield or a costly coat:
Mutual giving makes for friendship,
So long as life goes well,
A man should be loyal through life to friends,
To them and to friends of theirs,
But never shall a man make offer
Of friendship to his foes. A man should be loyal through life to friends,
And return gift for gift,
Laugh when they laugh,
but with lies repay
A false foe who lies. If you find a friend you fully trust
And wish for his good-will,
exchange thoughts,
exchange gifts,
Go often to his house. If you deal with another you don't trust
But wish for his good-will,
Be fair in speech but false in thought
And give him lie for lie. Even with one you ill-trust
And doubt what he means to do,
False words with fair smiles
May get you the gift you desire. "
- Havamal

One

"You can take off one leg and still walk, you can take out one arm and still write, but take off your head or your heart and you are dead !

Curiously both of them are not often broken physically, but in the worst way possible, and mostly with words or bad decisions .

One, that is all that you need to end it all ! " - The Deconstruction of Mankind and Decaying of Souls

Paper, it lives forever !

Where to start...oh well, I'm 30 years old now and things are still weird, the day was a good one, I guess it always is when you are with good company and a good honest talk is in the air, one of the best Bday's in quite some time!

I'll be joining up more friends soon, after all, 30 is a good age to remember with the good people that are in your life.

 I've started to write things in paper again, after years of not doing so, mainly future songs, hope to get them out of paper and in to instruments as soon as possible, maybe its time to get the old writings too!

Now you might ask why did I stopped writing in paper,  if you do ask then its because you don't know paper, paper is alive in its own very peculiar way,  at the very end it holds on to the feeling you gave it when you wrote on it until the end of days, and I guess I didn't want some things to last so much !

 " A man is dead when silence is the only remembrance of all he did in life ! " - The Demigod